Warmth for fuckery

February 13, 2024

Why am I pissed?

Reality doesn’t match my expectation.

What did I expect differently?

Person X would look past the nano-thick veneer, contemplate the situation for at least a single breath, and respond meaningfully in a way that actually helps.

Because you know, well, you know, they’ve…never, ever done that before.

(…)

Damn.

Send the bastard/bitch the biggest expanding dripping infusing orb of warm fuzzy sunshine one could possibly think of. Stretch till it hurts and I feel faint because the vastness is too large. Because: clearly they need it, and the sooner they get their dumbass myopic delusional mental emotional twisted fucked thinking straightened out and imbued with clarity and regard for others the sooner they’ll get out of my way and stop causing me problems.

Does it work? I don’t know, but usually I feel better.

And maybe I'm their dumbass twisted fuck and if they do the same for me together we can get out of this mess.